Stalker



An obsessor unaware to the death they cause

Crushing the flowers they step on, killing the flowers they pluck

An introspection, of the dirt, and the muck

A stalker stalking a stalker of the night, a gross, contorted smile of delight

Dreams and visions and sensual thoughts, a longing, an addiction, a craving

Satiated by a selfish set of acts, seeking for treasure, in an empty box

Shadows portrayed on the walls of the cave, dancing and mesmerizing

But to the beast in reality, it is horrifying

Horrible and distorted, hideous and false

Unwanted, unmerited, unaccepted - your Love, is my rot

My withering, my pain, my suffering; please, keep it away from me

Far, far, far away from me; for I lack the treasure you seek, and I cannot give what I do not have

And you will chew me away, day after day, in search of a land that’s never been

Pulling away my roots, away my soil, away my rock and my heart, until I am nothing

In search of a Love, that was never there for you

The Love, you so deeply wish I had for you,

A rot, a cruel obsession, projected onto the cave walls

Killing the very thing you love, unable to set it free

A torture chamber; paradise for you, and prison for me



I am this stalker, and this stalker, I am no longer



                                                                               
                                              
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Loop, sitting in the chair

Spectre, I am glad you are here

Remind me, of what I can be

Beyond, what I have already achieved